Thursday, August 28, 2008

Free

words by Gwen A. Jord

Jesus I hold dear. Only You my king
Lift me from this day into unending glory
Make my heart Your Temple, I have surrendered
And You set me free to

Speak. To tell You that I love You. To tell them of this love
Grateful beyond measure, You are my strength forever

Dear Lord God I am still small
My words stuck in the world. Come with a Spirit of fire
Teach me to listen, quiet my heart
And set me free to

Worship. I will rejoice in the darkness. Even as I am weary
I know Your promises. And know You'll never leave me

You set me free
And freely I bow
You set me free
To lay my crown before You

My God, my King, my deliverer
 
posted by Jared Wong at 7:28 AM, | 0 comments
Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Pro time!

After struggling to get over the initial trying-to-get-started-not-fall-asleep stage of studies i've finally got it rolling. maybe too late? but its ok now. I'm in hyper study mode! 1 lab report due in 2 days and essay due in 4. Die
On to more serious matters...

One of my very good friends told me that one of our friends, someone we've known for ages (like, since primary school!) is getting married! but thats not the shocker. Shes already pregnant with twins! Congratz, by the way. and after we did the whole internet-stalker thing (u know, going through facebook and friendster profiles and msn) we've deduced its true love.

It was a bit like this (names changed to alphabets to protect friends)

J: hey do you know S is getting married!
Me: S? Which S?
J: S is H's sister! remember, back in Dato (name of our school)
Me: haah really? wow! i didn't know!
J: yea, and sommore shes already pregnant!
M: O.O@!!!! (at this point i'm really surprised cos S is about my sis's age and her bf is my age)
J: Its true, i got to know this cos her husband was my senior in SegHwa (name of another high school)

And after doing some research it turns out i knew the guy. S and her brother (also my age) used to play with me and my sis and J wehn we were young.

Wow. that makes about 5 of my friends i know who are getting, planning to, or got married already. And 3 who already have kids.

...after much catching up...
J: so do you have gf already?
Me: me nop =P how are you and K (J's current love)
J: haha we're ok. why still no gf?
lol this was pretty funny cos me and J used to go out but we split peacefully and are still good friends
Me: i'm still waiting lo i guess.
J: waiting? waiting for what? you must go find la!

And then it hit me. What am I waiting for? the right one? I've got like so many people around me getting hitched, even more, asking ME to get a gf.
So why don't i want to?

Its more of like, I'm waiting... for the right one. Yes it sounds very corny and my superior intellect is telling me: If you always wait, you'll never find the right one! How can you expect to find one if all you do is sit around and wait?!

And this is where my soul tells me: Trust in God, he has the best planned for you.
Someone once said that if you make God your dance partner he'll give you up to the perfect girl.
This i know to be true.

All around me the signal is "go find a gf! don't wait!" They even talked about this in OCF, where they're asking christian guys to go out and find christian girls.
While this may be true...I have my own heart, just as everyone has their perfect someone.

Don't believe me? Just you wait.

Congratz again to my two friends =)
 
posted by Jared Wong at 1:48 AM, | 0 comments
Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Sorries - does it help?

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I think (know!) my previous entry didn't roll over too well with some people. Already I've had some anonymous people calling me and asking if I was anti-Malaysian, but thats another story...

Apologies if i sounded like I absolutely hated the event, if i sounded like i didn't appreciate the effort you guys took, if i sounded like the event wasn't a success. Sorry, I'm very self-criticizing of everything I do (which is good for essays!) , so i think I unknowingly apply that to other people too?

Some friends asked if I intended to be the next Jeff Ooi, writing some damaging stuff. "HUH?? WHAT?? NooooOO! I didn't mean it!"

And no, i'm not going to give some totally immature reply like "My blog is my personal opinion! You tak suka, you boleh keluar blog!" (in no way a reference to any politician)

What i saw that night was, granted, not the best we could have done (by saying "we" I exclude the "me", cos i wasn't involved) , but maybe theres more to perfection? Someone once said that before that before we learn to fly, we must build wings. And thats waht "we" definately did on that night.

Use your wings to fly.

Use your experience as a stepping stone. We're not quite there yet, so build foundations first.

Like i said previously, we are capable of so much more.

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On another note, I'll be temporarily away from blogs for awhile. I blame it on the recent hate phone calls I've been getting my upcoming lab reports and essays. So if i ever blog before the 1st Sept, you'll know its because I'm procrastinating.

I also have to cure myself of this miserable headache/fever/cold/everything else in between. =( I think it's because theres a rotting rat somewhere in one of the columns...

 
posted by Jared Wong at 12:22 PM, | 3 comments
Sunday, August 17, 2008

Malam Gemilang: A showcase of our...errors?

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Malam Gemilang only meant one thing to me : Malaysian food buffet! I didn't dress too formal, because i already had a really fun time at the Ursula Ball, and was to lazy to dress up again.

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But in all aspects, i failed to get pics of the food. i guess you could say the food was too good.

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Performances and theatre-wise however, was so-so, at best. From the opening video that was really confusing, to the last MAFU song that one guy totally forgot his lines, and was further plagued by non-existent mike problems.  Sources tell me that for such a complicated song, the event itself was the FIRST TIME everyone sang together. =S

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But wat to do. thats the Malaysian way of doing things. Someone once said that what Malaysians do best, is that we can laugh at ourselves. But I wonder/worry if sometimes thats the ONLY thing we can do if things go wrong. If i were a non-Malaysian at the event, what would I think? the stage had shoddy deco (Malam G_mila_), the narrator forgot his lines, and had delay problems.

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If it was a really casual event, then MAYBE these things wouldn't matter. Maybe the theme was supposed to be a lighthearted comedic Malaysian show. But based on how everyone donned suits and lovely dresses i guess it wasn't. I certainly wouldn't expect a half-headed performance if i wore my best suit.

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Yes, we were there to have fun. And it did succeed in that respect. Someone told me that "at least it was fun for everyone." But it was funny/fun for wrong reasons. Let the audience laugh because there was good dialogue, impressive dances, solid acting, not because of curtain failures, forgotten lines, or silly mistakes. TV screens outside the venue advertised the event as "Malam Gemilan". Show a little class.

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On a better note, the 3 dances were good, with Asmaradana being the best. Kudos to the choreographer for that one.

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I bumped into one guy at the event who said that based on the shows, there was NO way Malaysia could ever host a international event without looking silly, especially in light of the opening Olympic ceremony. Indeed, most of the "technical accidents" that happened could only be laughed off by a Malaysian. The price? $50. But it was worth $40 at most, the saving grace was the great food and the Asmaradana dance.

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I might come across as a little harsh, in criticizing the event, but we must  remember, this is our National Day celebration, with important (boring) VIPS and all, plus there were many foreigners in the audience. If we can't showcase our abilities during our National Day celebration, then when can we? Shape up, Malaysians. We are capable of much better =)

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posted by Jared Wong at 6:26 PM, | 4 comments

Ursula Ball 2008

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Wohoo! This years Ball was at Devine, Kamberra Winery. I think Aussies think its cool to misspell their own state lol. As usual, go to Facebook for the rest of the gorgeous pics.

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I think this years ball was better than last years, in some ares. The ball video was a Casino Royale rendition, there was unlimited high quality wine and champagne. And of course, beer for those who preferred that. Maybe the food was a little less than what i expected, but that was ok. DSC03457DSC03465

It was really great to see everyone looking to perfect,  all the guys and girls really put an effort into it! As for me, i already had experience on how much time to dress up and stuff.

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Lots of fun stuff happened at the ball. As i said, its not the event that makes it, its the people who go with you. Jay Shen came all the way from Sydney to attend the ball!

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The atmosphere was a nice one, with a really good band (definately NOT HKSS) giving off good vibes. There was a pro photographer who was really good.

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For some of us, it was their first time getting drunk/high in a long long time. For the rest of us, good memories for a lifetime =)

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posted by Jared Wong at 6:14 PM, | 0 comments